Wilhelmina Weasley

2:18am: [Private to Florent]

I just thought you should know...If they think this whole 'splitting people up' thing is real, they've lost their bleeding minds.

I'm still as married as I was the day I said, "I do." and that's how it's going to stay until I'm cold and dead in my grave...unless I can stay married after I'm dead. Then I'll just be married forever.

I love you.
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6:28pm: [Private to self]

I don't think this marriage thing concerns me, does it? Florent is a pureblooded wizard. However, he is also a quarter Veela. What does it mean?
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3:28pm: Somehow everything's going to work out just fine.

The sun is shining and the sky is blue and there are little birds singing. I think we'll be okay.

[Private to self]

The road to optimism is a bit shaky sometimes but I'm doing my best. I think it's time to make note of the fact that I can't be perfect, despite notions that I am, and always will be, absolutely perfect. I suppose those were earlier notions, though. Back when I broke curses and kicked general curse ass. I was invincible then. Well, not really. I got hurt enough times to leave me littered with scars.

I guess you could say I'd be hard pressed to scar the masses. Okay. That was just bad. At least no one else will see this. Merlin, you have to get better at your jokes, self. The twins would be affronted! Really! They would ask where you learned such horrible jokes and how you intended to make up for it. I don't know how. Perhaps by making a study of jokes. Maybe they'd become teachers for the sole purpose of teaching me a proper joke. Doubtful...but possible.

I think I'm going to start reading those Potions books now. Focus on something I might actually be able to do well...because joking is hardly the place I need to be.
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9:26pm: [Private to friends]

I am in a brilliant mood right now. I don't know why, precisely...but I've just re-realized, by way of lots of thinking, that I have a lot of people that love me. I am, in this matter, very lucky. I think I tend to forget things sometimes when I get caught up in my own wacky thoughts.

Let's take a moment to think about the things that make us happy, yes? If we focus on the positives, we can do bloody well anything, right? I mean, I don't suggest forgetting reality altogether...but we have to go in believing we can do something, or else we're not going to have the gung-ho attitude we need to work it. And we can do it. We've got some of the brightest minds on our side. The sooner we get ourselves convinced of the possibility of kicking them down, the better.

Tell me something, anything that makes you happy. What makes you want to dance in the middle of your yard, rain or sun?

For me, it's breaking a ridiculously difficult curse after feeling like I might not for a split second...and spring! The flowers always come back in Spring. So it's like, even if we're in a spot where we are sort of like "dead" flowers in winter, we'll come back just as bright as ever soon enough, yeah? This thought makes me so happy it's ridiculous.

Sorry for those of you who may have been affected by my negative mood. I didn't mean to be so...difficult. Just hit me upside the head next time. Not too hard, though. I don't need brain damage. In fact, I really rather think I like my brain working the way it's meant to, yeah?

For my family, I love you all so very much...even if we don't get to see each other as much as we'd like. I'll just have to send you plenty of messages.
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6:38am: I really like stars. I think I will stargaze tonight.

I miss being able to go where I want when I want.

Maybe I'll roll around in the grass for good measure. At least we haven't got any gnomes to worry about.

9:07am: [Private to Order]

I know I'm the curse-breaker here...but I just want to check the wards around the house and make sure everything's set in order and all. If anyone would like to help my poor self and check it so I don't have to do it alone, that would be wonderful.

I just don't want there to be a chance that they can find us and if any place around is a little weak, we ought to fix it now, right?

[Private to Florent]

I feel very nervous for some reason. I don't like it. Maybe it's just restlessness building up again. I'm not sure.

Oh...and I may or may not have cut myself cooking again...It's on my wand hand...or else I'd have fixed it...However, I'm not good at left-handed wand yielding. Help?

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10:19am: I wish I could plant flowers...can't get the seeds and bulbs, though. Blast.

[Private to Florent and our other house guests]

Would anyone like some tea or something to eat? I'm all about making something. I need to keep my hands and my mind busy and I was going to make some tea for myself, so I thought that I would ask to see if you lot would like some too.

Please say yes and let me play house...but with real food instead of those plastic things Mum insisted on when we were little. They don't taste as good.

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I swear I'm losing it sometimes.

6:05pm: So...that was...exciting?

[Private to the Order]

Good work, everyone. I know I'm not the leader...but good work!

Anyway. The two little ones seem to be quite alright. They're sleeping now. I can't sleep, so I've taken to checking in on them every so often and staring into the fireplace the rest of the time.

I hope no one's in trouble or got found out. I'm pretty sure we'll be hearing the outrage for a long time. Good. It's about time someone else was feeling outraged. Stupid woman.

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11:24am: [Private to Florent]

I know you're only in the living room or something...but I'm too lazy to move from the bed. Come visit?

Pleeeeaaaassseeee!

[Private to Tonks and Rhea]

This being stuck in my house thing is really quite trying. How are you guys faring?

7:49pm: Day...I don't even know how many:

It's cool outside today. I'm glad. The sky is lovely and I'm thinking about spending some time outside.

I'm bored out of my skull to tell the truth. I suppose I'd better start on dinner...so that I can have something to eat...

This is all very trying...

12:07am: Application times
Just so you know, I'll fix the names once I figure out what they are...


( Find me in the trees, I'll lead you through this forest )